“life’s sucks”
well, pertama gue cuma mau kasih tau kalo gue itu paling ga suka kalau:
1. di permalukan di depan umum
2. kalau ada salah di masa lalu, di bahas2 lagi
3. diremehkan
itu sih yang terutma hahaha
kedua cuma mau share dan bertanya2 aja tentang kehidupan gue selama ini…
yaa selama gue hidup sih ya banyak suka duka nya, kadang seneng, ngerasa bahagia, kadang sedih, kecewa sama temen, sama keluarga, sama diri sendiri juga…
tapi yg mau gue share dan tanya2 itu kenapa di kehidupan itu ada yang nama nya “serba salah”? hmm…
gue coba berbuat baik sama mereka, tp ada aja orang yang selalu gak suka, bilang nya fake lah ga jadi diri sendiri lah ikut2an lah, dll
terus gue coba supaya ga fake, be myself tapi tetep aja ada yg ga suka, d bilang sok lah sombong lah tukang comment lah ckckck
heran sih yah harus jadi baik apa jadi diri sendiri, dan sebenernya juga gue gatau diri gue itu kayak gimana, soalnya terlalu banyak permintaan, lu harus berubah lah ada yg bilang lu ga perlu berubah ckckc bener2 bingung jalanin nya :(
banyak yang bilang sih mau kita berbuat sampe gimana pun tetep aja pasti ada yang ga suka, mau stay positive juga jadinya gak bisa, mau bersyukur, tapi gatau syukur atas apa…
yaa kalo syukur gara2 mungkin masih di kasih nafas, masih bisa makan, sekolah sih iyah bersyukur, tp susah bgt buat syukurin kehidupan nya loh :(
dan bener2 sampe sekarang masih bingung masih bener2 gatau harus act kayak gimana di depan semua orang hmmm…
that’s life :)
wkwkwkw ketawa sendiri pas bikin judul sendiri lol
hmm… sebut aja nama nya deden xD
pertama sih gak bakalan nyangka kalo gw bisa deket sama dia
semua di mulai dari ketinggalan nomor ujian…
emang sih rumah gue sama si deden deket, tp tetep aja di sekolah gw ga pernah deket sama dia…
ok pertama pas ketinggalan nomor ujian gue panik bgt! soalnya ujian nya 10 menit lagi, gosh!!! kalo jalan kaki pulang bisa bisa telat, akhir ny nebeng si deden kebetulan dia lupa bawa baju olahraga *yey* sejak saat itu gue jadi minta tolong anterin pulang tiap hari, kan lumayan betis jadi gak tambah gede wkwkwkw
deden…
orang nya baik, polos, innocent banget, kalo bisa di bilang sih dodol kuadrat deh -_- terus mulut nya pedes mampus, ganteng lah lumayan, dan pantatnya SEXY banget wkwkwk
lucu kalo liat dia dr belakang hahaha
well… orang2 pada ngeledekin gue sama dia, hmm males bgt tapi kok jadi kayak *masasih?*
day by day sih tetep kayak biasa aja yaa, cuma makin lama makin ngerasa deket, tp ya gue berusaha supaya ga tenggelem lol wkwkw dan akhir nya bisa yey!!!
suatu malam…
si deden bbm gue, tanya remed sekolah kapan, dan akhir nya percakapan berlanjut…
hampir tenggelem lagi hadeh -_- tapi bangkit lagi gara2 mulut pedes nya nancep banget ke hati ya ampun x_x bikin semua kebaikan dia ilang dalam sekejap…
emang sih kata orang2 mulut nya pedes, tapi gue gak suka aja dibilang gitu, huh :(
dan mulai saat itu gue kasih jarak antara gue sama deden
pertama nya sih bisa, soal nya masih panas, tp di pikir2 masa cuma di gituin donk gue sampe gitu sih ? tapi kesel banget!!! knp si deden harus ngomong gitu sih?!!! aaaa
sampe sekarang gue bingung harus ng treat dia kaya, gimana…
sekian ;)
are you remember when we first met ?
…..
I really really remember everything about you :)
once upon a time, after we go back from our english course (me and Iwai), we go to Ice Rink to play skating there. Unexpected, I meet my fb’s friend, her name is Devy. I know that she’s a skaters, but we had never met before, so I asked her: “are you Devy?” then she said: “yes” WOW!!! luckily I’m not wrong. Then I introduce Iwai to her. After that, we are playing together, but when we are resting, Devy’s friend, Druce, He wants to be acquainted with me, He asked my pin and my facebook name. And I give it all to him.
…..
I have a boyfriend, but after 1 month, we agreed to finish our relationship
…..
*DRUCE*
I feel so comfortable with him, He’s a nice person for me
we talked, we joked… EVERYDAY
until I think that Druce is addicted with skating…
hmm, everyday, I’m waiting for his text, he’s so busy with his activity and many girls around him, It makes me feel jealous. But sometimes I think that I’m not his boyfriend and I don’t want to like him, because I know it will hurt me…
and suddenly I REALLY HATE YOU
you know why?? I vacate my time, queuing at the ticket queue for a long time, just to meet you
but what are you doing to me ? you said that you will accompany me, but you broke your promises!!! you go with your aunty, without think about me.
…..
removing you from my contacts
TWITTER… there’s a msg from you, I don’t want to reply it, but deep inside my heart I still want to talk to you, so I reply your msg and your explanation calms my heart down.
After that, we never talk again…
It’s hard for me to forget you, but finally I can!
—22-1-2013—
Today is your birthday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (AGAIN) LOL
you invited me to your birthday party, but I don’t know, I will come or not…
actually, I really want to come to your birthday party, but too much questions in my head
I used to think that you’re a playboy, sorry, but that’s my opinion.
I don’t know whether it’s true or false, you really want me to come to your b’day party, but I know that you will also talk like that to everyone.
maybe I hope too much…
until Devy told me that you want me to come to your b’day party,
and Now I’m so confused.
:’) 27-1-2013
i wish nothing, but the best for you :)
xoxo <3
hope you read my post :D
I don’t know why we are getting closer -_-
I never imagine that I will have a friend like you
I know you are kind and I’m happy to have you
we shared each other…
when you don’t like someone, when you like someone, when you fight with your father, when you punch your hands to the wall, when you get something, when you loss something and everything… and so do I…
sometimes I hate you, but I don’t know why I can’t hate you too long…
we often fight together, you bite my hand -_- , pinch my cheeks, I tweak your ear, and I pinch your hand and you know? it’s become blue LOL!!! xD but i love it …
and we often hanging out together with our friend, Stefanie Ester :D
until we have a problem with your another close friend. She hates us, but it’s not the real problem
the real problem is…
I think we are too close
so when we are joking too over, we often fight
the longest was two weeks
I still remember you said sorry to me because you want to go to Pulau Seribu. b’cause if you want to go there, you have to finish your problems in Jakarta
and i appreciate that, because I know a person like you won’t say sorry to other people :p hahaha
since then, I promise to myself that I will keep our friendship…
but, I failed :( we fight again
and it’s not only 2 weeks but mmm… it’s about 2 months. WOW!!!
until now, we still fight…
and I miss our friendship
hope you read my post :)
Quote Diary: Beauty is a Million Colors→
Beauty is more than appearance
Beauty is love
The graceful wings of a dove
The endless imagination in a dream
Beauty is not always something that can be seen
Beauty is laughter
And the remembrance after
Beauty is hope
When you have no reason to
Beauty is he and she and me and you
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